Life has moved on a bit, mum is doing really well but misses you dearly, I know you were with her when she was having her own operations in hospital for cancer, I think she has done so well dad but still needs your guidance every now and again. We all miss you so much and it still hasnt sunk in what has happened, still a dream. I hope you are happy with Stephen and things are moving on for you. In time, I think I will be able to think and talk about you without shutting things out, too soon at present, but in time I hope I can do this with. I am so so proud that you were my dad you made me the person I am today. The kids still miss you and I hope that you can be with us on Danielles big day shining over us, thats Danielles big regret that you wont be there in person, but I know you will be with us in spirit. God bless you dad xxxx